Tuesday, December 30, 2008
i gotta check into rehab
yes this song has been on repeat since yesterday and its not going off...so anyways after trying to track down the boy all day he finally picks up at 11pm...mind u i had been calling him since like 6pm....he had been ignoring said he didnt kno wat to say to me n shit...did i do something? naw ur good u didnt do anything...so why u ignorin me i dnt get it....u aint do nothin imma call u back though....then this morning i told him i was over it just to ease the tension i still hadnt told him wat happened i just didnt feel like bein depressed anymore n didnt want him to be either so i said you can get over it cuz i did...then after a few back n forths i get a txt that says "ur an asshole u dnt kno wat you want i dnt care no more" confused much??? im at my register at work n my hrat sank...n here come the fukking tears...lucky for me it was early n ppl were still at work so i just folded scarves n shit n tried to get myself together...basically i got the tables turned on me n evrything i said he said just to piss me off...im so sick of the back n forth n he just pissed me of again i cnt take it anymore...i feel like this is a game like seriously it happens to often for it to be anything legit like seriously i cnt do this anymore like how do i go from bein the one that got their feelings hurt to the one who ruined everything...he finds a way to make that happene every time i swear like i just dont get it...its like if i stay mad to long its gonna turn around n be my problem n its fukkin not at all im not feelin this shit really but watevs man i swear....ill be bakk later for something less dramatic
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Feel better girl, shopping should make u feel a little better if not all the way. Dudes tend to do that when they do something wrong they find a way to make u feel bad. But don't allow him to make u feel bad. I love the song rehab && all of Rihanna's music, but the best person to listen to when your sad is FeFe Dobson..lol. Cheers me up everytime
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