im not feelin it

well i hope everyone had a wonderful christmas holiday ill do posts of my findings but rite now im blogging from the car on my way to church n im pissed...i got forced to go to church. not even forced but also conned and im fukkin pissed. y u ask??? well first off let me say im not an atheist or anything of that nature but i really hate being forced against my will to do stuff i really dnt agree with...i dnt agree with goin to this church bcuz the ppl here are so fake especially the pastor and hes speaking as a write this n i dnt wanna listen to any of the bs thats gonna come out of his mouth like for instance how u gone fukk wit half the women in the church n u gotta wife?? i understand that everyone is human and all but dnt preach gods word to me and you go against everything that ur sayin its bs n thats y wen i woke up i told my momma i didnt wanna go bcuz of that n she said ok but look where i am this is bs n im pissed n im here bcuz my gma manipulated my mom into comin so she in turn manipulated me. like im really pissed at my gma cuz she manipulates the hell outta ppl n shes just as fake too for even still attending this church and even wanting me to come than she smiles in my face cuz i told her i wasnt comin n now im here so i played her to the left...sorry gma i love you dearly but you got me hott fa real rite now so you could go head rite now. i jus cnt take the fakeness thats goin on in my face rite now like seriously im soooo mad rite now i have such an attitude n the nxt time my gma reaches over me to gossip wit my mom imma punch her!! lmao i wanna listent to my ipod rite now...no blasphamy or anything just a little I am...no sasha fierce though cuz she curses lol n OMFG im sitting here n my mothers husband the MOST unholy person I kno is in the choir wit the damn mike...talks so much shit(excuse my french lord) on the pastor, church, n most definately the choir n ur ass is up here singin away...i just cnt take it anymore i need to leave seriously...n the nxt time my gma looks at me bloggin this i mite have to pucnh her...lmao no but seriously let me revert my mind to something else besides this bogus church im gonna blogg about somethin else in a new post cuz i jus cnt take this n later...probly another day ill post pics or a vlog of my xmas ok im outta this crazy blogg...peace V