baby you stole my cool

So I have been working quite a bit lately which explains my lack of blogging. Sorry loves but um yea work is pretty good despite the fact that tomorro i work from 6:45am- 3pm. its cool though i guess but other than that life is pretty great i mean me n perry are on great terms although i said i would not put him into this blogg he's been making me really happy lately lol sooo i must blogg about it even though he's a loser n laughs at me for blogging lol but watevs. wat else is new?? Played the fukk outta morgans fake ass...aint talked to this broad in a week n she fially decides to hit me up on tuesday i think it was....ummm no bitch than had the audacity to lie n be lke my life has been in shambles since u left...well u aint it me up so it must not have been like wtf I dnt really care cuz thats on her n when she told me to hit her up if i wanted to go out she got played soooo far to the left that she some how ended bakk up on the right lol naw but fa real I was dyin like wat i need to hit u up or to go out? you cnt drive...u dnt have a car to drive... u dnt supply me with money...and i have ther REAL friends soooo keep it movin hoe...in other news although this perry situation is makin me happy i still have some concerns about it...idk how to really feel about it all but that wi be discussed at a later date...i gotta get ready for work n stuff....soooo peace out V

im retarded && accidentally deleted this...but the bakk button works lol

I am trying so hard to do these theatre notebook entries but goddamnit I didn't do anything I was supposed to for this class this entire semester. I was supposed to go to a live theatre production and a musical, dance performance or an art exhibit...gues who didn't do that...JENSEN. so now I am sitting here googling && youtubing the hell out of everything in this world trying to find things that will at least get me a C on this B.S. but as you can see I am here blogging cuz it makes me happy. Today has been a realy long day and I am too ready to go home. Morgan is working my last nerve like we always joke around...but shes being spiteful today. not like shes hurting my feelings or anything but shes being annoying which is why she has been tuned out pretty much half the day or I just said something extremely bitch to her...either way shes pissing me off cuz it'slike shes pissed at me for something but idk what because she hasn't said anything to let me know...shes jus bein very rude. but i mean whatever I just say soomething to piss her off or ignore her lol thats what I do best. I mean seriously if you have a problem speak the fukk up don't just try to out bitch me cuz thats not gonna happen at all mmmk thanks. OOO wat was really funny was wen i asked her if i could have some of her apple juice and she said no...n i was like well u were eatin my ruffles so watever im gettin some n she goes" i'd like to see you try" and looks attara and says " she always tries to say o well I gave you this so i'm gonna have some of your stuff" in reference to me...first of all please try n stop me from getting anything cuz as she said this i got a cup and opened the fridge and got apple juice... but I mean don't try n get tough cuz it doesn't phase me...and another thing. I only asked cuz you were there cuz any other time I just get it...and as I'm typing this I think she might be mad about MY ruffles that Sydnie bought ME...cuz she got them off the top of the fridge & started eatin em n I was like get wat u want n im takin em...lmao that would be toooo funny if she was mad about that cuz guess wat they were fukking mine n it was like a o.99 bag. like i have no problem sharing them but don't try n take over my shit n she was all like well you aint buy em...well guess wat i asked sydnie to get em on her way over...AND she specifically said they were mine...but anyway this weird bitch is takin up to much of my blog...let me get bakk to my papers n ill probly blogg alittle bit later...V...thats my peace sign hahahahaha

Or will they turn their backs On yOu?

Well, it's pretty obvious that I did not continue doing school work as I was supposed to lol but um I was reading other peoples bloggs and they're pretty entertaining...so I am going to try nd make mine as entertaining as humanly possible. I'm pretty outspoken so if this is read by some one who in turn becomes offended...NOT MY PROBLEM...but anyway to go along with my title...I'm gonna discuss some friendships...but before that let me just add another disclaimer on here...anything written on here can be discussed in person if necessary lmbo! ok so i have been here at Akron for a little over 3 months and I'm ready to get the fxck up outta here...to say the least. Mainly bcuz this city is triflin...actualy the entire state of Ohio is but thats neither here nor there lol. I really don't like it up here and if that means another transfer so be it. ( i just noticed this thing has an auto save...its clouding my head cuz it moves when it does it but now that I know i should be ok lol) so yea Akron...ehhhh no thanks but the "friends" what about em I guess is all I can really say lol. I mean its wild like ok ppl I have known for like 6 years that i thought about trusting with my life have been pretty much cut out of my life forever. For instance Tara: we both have shared plenty of laughs, tears, fights etc... but she never seems to amaze me when it comes to "having my back" in certain situations. I mean i can stand on my own two feet all by my lonesome (trust i've been there b4) but shes proven herself to be fake (to say the least) on to many occasions. I have no beef, no hard feelings, no nothing...but i also have nothing to say to her. I can't be fake to her, just to "fit in" thats not me So i guess it is what it is...than there's Morgan: who I have known to be fake also...and assumed to be fake towards me behind my back but I guess I never really wanted it to be true. I tried tellin her about herself but that didn't work, I mean noone wants to hear that they're fake but its obvious that its true if you got mad about it. But I can tolerate her for the time being. Not even so much as I have to tolerate her, I guess thats just her so I can pretty much care les what she does I mean we're still cool so watevs. So lets take it to last semester when I lost 2 ppl that were very close to me...well at least thought I did. Ok clearly I'm talking about Sirean && Kristina aka Hutch && Wifey lmbo...We were besties sisters ya kno the whole 9...but then i decided to transfer to Akron...n it seemed like the isolated me bcuz of it...idk things just seemed so diff and the issue was never brought up cuz i didnt necessarily know how to approach it cuz I didn't know what the situation really was. But by like the 2nd week of summer I stopped talking to both of them...Rena went off to Basic Training n Tina was rite around the freakin corner...but one day this semester wifey hit me up n its been cool as hell ever since like we just kinda picked things bakk up n its cool cuz i miss her...hopefully things will be the same wit rena cuz thoes hoes...were well my hoes lol! Last but certainly not least are 3 people who have NEVER failed me as friends...Sydnie, Shamise, & Quayla...aka Sydie poo poo, Shimmy, n Pear lol These three loves have been there through thick && thin...along with Kristina n Sirena...but we never really had any serious bad encounters. And I love and appreciate them dearly for that. Its sad to think about the friends that have come and gone...and the friends that will come and go but its life i guess and its something that is going to happen. I'm ver content with the friends that i do have and i am very blessed to be able to separate between the friends && the foes