Or will they turn their backs On yOu?

Well, it's pretty obvious that I did not continue doing school work as I was supposed to lol but um I was reading other peoples bloggs and they're pretty entertaining...so I am going to try nd make mine as entertaining as humanly possible. I'm pretty outspoken so if this is read by some one who in turn becomes offended...NOT MY PROBLEM...but anyway to go along with my title...I'm gonna discuss some friendships...but before that let me just add another disclaimer on here...anything written on here can be discussed in person if necessary lmbo! ok so i have been here at Akron for a little over 3 months and I'm ready to get the fxck up outta here...to say the least. Mainly bcuz this city is triflin...actualy the entire state of Ohio is but thats neither here nor there lol. I really don't like it up here and if that means another transfer so be it. ( i just noticed this thing has an auto save...its clouding my head cuz it moves when it does it but now that I know i should be ok lol) so yea Akron...ehhhh no thanks but the "friends" what about em I guess is all I can really say lol. I mean its wild like ok ppl I have known for like 6 years that i thought about trusting with my life have been pretty much cut out of my life forever. For instance Tara: we both have shared plenty of laughs, tears, fights etc... but she never seems to amaze me when it comes to "having my back" in certain situations. I mean i can stand on my own two feet all by my lonesome (trust i've been there b4) but shes proven herself to be fake (to say the least) on to many occasions. I have no beef, no hard feelings, no nothing...but i also have nothing to say to her. I can't be fake to her, just to "fit in" thats not me So i guess it is what it is...than there's Morgan: who I have known to be fake also...and assumed to be fake towards me behind my back but I guess I never really wanted it to be true. I tried tellin her about herself but that didn't work, I mean noone wants to hear that they're fake but its obvious that its true if you got mad about it. But I can tolerate her for the time being. Not even so much as I have to tolerate her, I guess thats just her so I can pretty much care les what she does I mean we're still cool so watevs. So lets take it to last semester when I lost 2 ppl that were very close to me...well at least thought I did. Ok clearly I'm talking about Sirean && Kristina aka Hutch && Wifey lmbo...We were besties sisters ya kno the whole 9...but then i decided to transfer to Akron...n it seemed like the isolated me bcuz of it...idk things just seemed so diff and the issue was never brought up cuz i didnt necessarily know how to approach it cuz I didn't know what the situation really was. But by like the 2nd week of summer I stopped talking to both of them...Rena went off to Basic Training n Tina was rite around the freakin corner...but one day this semester wifey hit me up n its been cool as hell ever since like we just kinda picked things bakk up n its cool cuz i miss her...hopefully things will be the same wit rena cuz thoes hoes...were well my hoes lol! Last but certainly not least are 3 people who have NEVER failed me as friends...Sydnie, Shamise, & Quayla...aka Sydie poo poo, Shimmy, n Pear lol These three loves have been there through thick && thin...along with Kristina n Sirena...but we never really had any serious bad encounters. And I love and appreciate them dearly for that. Its sad to think about the friends that have come and gone...and the friends that will come and go but its life i guess and its something that is going to happen. I'm ver content with the friends that i do have and i am very blessed to be able to separate between the friends && the foes