up up && away

SoOoOoOoO lol i have been home since monday and it is currently wednesday... i was in Pittsburgh but I am currently in woodbridge VA n lovin it. I'm in my aunts super huge bedroom with my little cuzin who is currently watching me type this lol this little boy is hilarious...but anyway yea me my g-ma n my poppop drove to VA from PA at ummm 8 am yea it was a pretty easy trip considering my g-ma drove first && got to breezewood(the half way 2 hr pt) in like 17 seconds seriously i laid dwn and was txtn for wat seemed like a half hour n i pop up like um marg( thats wat i call my grandma lol) how long till breezewood n she was like um where here Jen...well excusee me lol. so we were making good time until we got lost like around my aunts new house n while getting lost we saw a doggy that got hit by a car on the side of the road...it made me really sad...until i got to my aunts NEW house which made me even sadder cuz its like a friggen mini mansion its beautiful in here ooo n i love her puppy...his name is dark (Marcus named him of course lol) hes a boxer, dark that is lol. hes soplayful ncute i wuvvv him lol. umm me n my aunty lynn went to go get our nails done && i love them, i got gel instead of acrylic I LOVE  GEL lol its much better lol no more ghetto gross nails hahahah n of course w/ no acrylic means no ghetto designs either lol nothing wrong with it im just not feeling that ghetto ish anymore...maybe one day i'll get a diff color on each nail again but as of right now just one color...BARBIE PINK! its gorgeous...i friggen loves it!! so ummm yea im waiting on my other cousins to friggen get here...taken all damn day i been txtn brittini since we left hahaha me n her r rediculous like seriously had jokes the entire way while she was at work n i was in the bakk seat of the jeep lol. n we straight up are about to murder blakk friday like real rap its onnnn lmao im so excited like ughhh i missed my family n i just love stuff like this its gonna be soo great! lol im such a loser but watevs... some funny ish has happened recently..im gonna express thatin a different blog lol cuz this is about the holidays hahaha anyways im excited for blakk friday n im gonna continue to express that cuz well its me bri n britts favorite holiday...digg me lol so yea suck it up...i would put my list of stuff im buying on here but my blogg his been gettin hits left n rite lol idk whos lookin at it but i like to keep my fashions to myself...i hate lookin like the nxt bxtch...im sure ill post pics of some stuff after i buy it though lol anyway i think imma go play with dark or somethin cuz ummm hes my love lol...bet i go downstairs n his ass be sleep lmao...deuces!

you are my sister my strength && my pride

Clearly bloggin is my life tonight lol but um I feel like someone is deserving of having a blogg all to themselves && that someone is my shimmy shimmy cocoa puffs. It's crazy that i've known this hoe since we were like 6 && 7 and we never really fell off. like this is my girl for real. I love her to the death of me. Its crazy cuz we can go months witout talkin n pick right bakk up like nothin chnged. we both make dumb ass decisions especially wen it comes to dudes but we never judge eachother we just laff n say "bitch I DNT WANNA HEAR IT" hahah n then listen to every single last problem its so funny. Me n shimmy are a deadly combination...EVERYONE hates us! we LAFF at everything && EVERYONE...n we are IDIOTS lmao like its so funny all the time we have too many inside jokes (get off ya high ass horse nigga, well bakk at the ranch, the bb exploded in his eye, ya Fxckin ya mom nigga, && many more) it kills me we came to the conclusion tonight that there is no way possible we could ever stop bein friends lol we're so corny but its true idk wat i would do witout this broad hahaha even though we're both idiots we do give each other good advice. for instance it really helped out wen i discussed the goin bakk to cau thing w/ shimmy cuz although she feels like when i left b4 "EVERYBODY SUFFERED" lmao but she told me i need to stop livin for everyone else and just live for me stop stressing everything and do what makes me happy ya know. that made me feel better...I was listenin to "shoop by whitney houston" and theres a part in the song that says "but when you got friends to wish you well, you'll find a point when you will exhale" shamise is that friend to wish me well no matter what I do and i love her for that shes my exhale lol but fa real she gets me through a lot of shit wether she knows it or not she will have me dyin wit one word wen im cryin my eyes out...i have no clue wat i would do without her but i'm glad shes mine hahahaha its us our rings n our iPhones for life sis hahahah!! love ya hoe 

on that yup sxit!

so theres this new thing that me n my sis are on. it's called "that yup sxit" let me explain. ok so dudes are a holes to say the least n they try n act like they're to cool to show emotion n ish like that and there are times wen you txt call message im mail a letter send a smoke signal lmbo watever you do and all they do is respond with a "yup" wat the fxck is that how do you respond to me telling you all of my feelings ad simply reply with a yup??? r u fxcking serious man??? like im sick of that ish so me n shimmy decided to be on that same ish...wen dudes do finally come around n get off their high ass horse im gonna respond to you with my yups. like i try not to stoop to the level of these immature boys but damn they jus bring me to that level sometimes n it pisses me off stop bein such an idiot stop bein a boy! but its cool cuz you'll need me well b4 i need you im gonna continue to be on my yup sxit n my if i were a boy sxit imma turn my fone off ignore calls n txt play the hell outta u if i see u at the club or out anywhere at all...im tired of bein the one wit all the feelings that get pissed on....so the nxt time u feel like spillin out ur soul my reply will be YUP!

r there any hobbits left in america??

Random title, but I'm watching Will && Grace. Jack came in && that was the question he asked lmbo...I was weak. but any who I was bored n blogging makes me happy...like this---->>:-D So yea let me see my weekend was so unofficial...thats why i friggen hate Akron it's so damn lame. Wanna know wat I did??? I sat up until 5 am friday && saturday increasing the size of my itunes lmbo...with old r&&b music...It was actually pretty great bcuz now I have 1OOO songs on my itunes which was my goal. And I added so many great songz yayyy me! But yea weekend was fxcking LAME. Hmmm talked to Parrish on Friday...horrible...made my head hurt...&& again on saturday...even more head trauma like...i dnt even wanna talk about it fa real. I havent really brought him up in me bloggy but hes in my online journal somewhere floatin around the net. lol it's not that hes faded outta my life I jus kinda haven't wanted to talk about that part of my life to much lately...sooo maybe another day. well um i was about to discuss somethin but umm im on the fone wit shamise soo ill blogg in a little..mmk bye!

T.O.N.Y. dnt call no more

So yesterday, I finally got some freakin sleep. My sleeping patterns have been awful and pretty much non existent. I think I'm stressed the f*kk out...like I'm the last person to stress cuz it causes wrinkles...but maybe I just hide it or something. I couldn't quite put my finger on what I was stressed out about though. Like it could be plenty of things...i.e. school change, school work, Perry, family, frieds...no clue but I think I may have figured out. See I thought it was Perry at first but I'm pretty positive it's not. I let that roll of my bakk pretty smoothly actually. So I'm gonna blame it on school and my indecisiveness. I know for a fact that I am not coming bakk to akron nxt semester...I was gonna transfer to Pitt...heres the thing idk if I'll get in and honestly idk if i really want to. I was talkin to Tom && B 2 nights ago n i asked them both like would it be weird if i came bakk to CAU? They both said no but then preceded to ask me y the f*kk I left anyway...I told them bcuz of my dependence on my momma lol (which is like 70% true) they both than told me i need to grow the f*kk up and honestly I do need to. I need to be a lot less dependent on my mom and go to school without complaining about everything. The other 30% of why I left though is bcuz of money...like payin for skool n the suites wen I was at CAU...same thing goes for here at Akron like CAU was pretty much my dream skool but I left cuz I felt like my momma was strugglin to pay everything. I miss the hell out of it honestly I jus try not to say anything about it. I would love to go bakk but prolly wont be able to cuz I wont have anywhere to stay n stuff . I really dnt kno bout Pitt either though I'm tryna put off my transcripts...i requested them from Akron but i dnt feel like doin all the bs to get em from clark again n honestly I dnt want to lol. I just wish skool wast so freakin expensive its makin me feel like its gonna be so impossible for me to stay focused on it wen I worry bout all the other expenses. It's quite annoying I must say but watevs...I feel like thts wats stressin me out n keepin me awake all day n night. I need to make a decision on what Imma do wit my life though...I dnt wanna quit school at all I wanna finish on time or faster n then go to law school. But it gets harder n harder to stay focused and positive about everything. Another thing is pledging...I been thinkin bout that a lot lately...and it's definitely something that I wanna do! Gonna be damn near impossible at Pitt for reasons i wont express on here lol but its possible at CAU...anywho I needs to figure somethin out soon! But on a lighter note I'll be home monday! yayyyyyy!!! im sick of friggen akron lol. Welp I'm pretty much out of things to type at this point plus Liar Liar is on...n its gettin funny cuz he cnt lie now! and I should prolly clean my room..there are clothes everywhere(wat else is new?) it looks like my closet threw up hahahah niceeeee....anywho maybe I'll be bakk later to discuss something else...PEACE BETCHES!

Addict

it has recently come to my attention that I am addicted to something NEW...lol that is blogging...and reading other peoples blogs...I think I'm addicted to a lot of things actually...I recently finished my psychology paper on Internet Use and whether or not it is an addiction... according to my research(magic school bus lmbo) it is...NOT apparently it is only a Pathological dependence...sucks..cuz i definately feel like I am addicted to the friggen Internet...along with many other things. I'm going to list them...in no special order...just a list lol

o01. txtn

o02. txtn him...lol

o03. shOpping

o04. music

o05. rhianna's style

o06. que(mtb)

o07. Dawns linen jumpsuit

o08. nice swag(hate that word swag though)

o09. fitted hats that sit real low lmbo

o10. shOes...i want some louboutins

o11. makeup(eyeshadow)

o12. ugg's

o13. PiNK

o14. heels

o15. my legs

o16. this blogg

o17. extremely tight skinny jeans

o18. food lol

o19. atl( misses it)

o20. pearls

o21. really good friends!

o22. mOes!

o23. PiNK iPod

0.24 queezy F. babi n her wonderful role as my sis!

im sure i have more but i cant think of them at this moment lolz sooo yea imma go write this speech on some note cards since i finished it today...yayyy no slacking lol blahhh

Or will they turn their backs On yOu?

Well, it's pretty obvious that I did not continue doing school work as I was supposed to lol but um I was reading other peoples bloggs and they're pretty entertaining...so I am going to try nd make mine as entertaining as humanly possible. I'm pretty outspoken so if this is read by some one who in turn becomes offended...NOT MY PROBLEM...but anyway to go along with my title...I'm gonna discuss some friendships...but before that let me just add another disclaimer on here...anything written on here can be discussed in person if necessary lmbo! ok so i have been here at Akron for a little over 3 months and I'm ready to get the fxck up outta here...to say the least. Mainly bcuz this city is triflin...actualy the entire state of Ohio is but thats neither here nor there lol. I really don't like it up here and if that means another transfer so be it. ( i just noticed this thing has an auto save...its clouding my head cuz it moves when it does it but now that I know i should be ok lol) so yea Akron...ehhhh no thanks but the "friends" what about em I guess is all I can really say lol. I mean its wild like ok ppl I have known for like 6 years that i thought about trusting with my life have been pretty much cut out of my life forever. For instance Tara: we both have shared plenty of laughs, tears, fights etc... but she never seems to amaze me when it comes to "having my back" in certain situations. I mean i can stand on my own two feet all by my lonesome (trust i've been there b4) but shes proven herself to be fake (to say the least) on to many occasions. I have no beef, no hard feelings, no nothing...but i also have nothing to say to her. I can't be fake to her, just to "fit in" thats not me So i guess it is what it is...than there's Morgan: who I have known to be fake also...and assumed to be fake towards me behind my back but I guess I never really wanted it to be true. I tried tellin her about herself but that didn't work, I mean noone wants to hear that they're fake but its obvious that its true if you got mad about it. But I can tolerate her for the time being. Not even so much as I have to tolerate her, I guess thats just her so I can pretty much care les what she does I mean we're still cool so watevs. So lets take it to last semester when I lost 2 ppl that were very close to me...well at least thought I did. Ok clearly I'm talking about Sirean && Kristina aka Hutch && Wifey lmbo...We were besties sisters ya kno the whole 9...but then i decided to transfer to Akron...n it seemed like the isolated me bcuz of it...idk things just seemed so diff and the issue was never brought up cuz i didnt necessarily know how to approach it cuz I didn't know what the situation really was. But by like the 2nd week of summer I stopped talking to both of them...Rena went off to Basic Training n Tina was rite around the freakin corner...but one day this semester wifey hit me up n its been cool as hell ever since like we just kinda picked things bakk up n its cool cuz i miss her...hopefully things will be the same wit rena cuz thoes hoes...were well my hoes lol! Last but certainly not least are 3 people who have NEVER failed me as friends...Sydnie, Shamise, & Quayla...aka Sydie poo poo, Shimmy, n Pear lol These three loves have been there through thick && thin...along with Kristina n Sirena...but we never really had any serious bad encounters. And I love and appreciate them dearly for that. Its sad to think about the friends that have come and gone...and the friends that will come and go but its life i guess and its something that is going to happen. I'm ver content with the friends that i do have and i am very blessed to be able to separate between the friends && the foes

the beginning...

So... this is definitely not the first time I have had an online journal or blog... whatever you wanna call it. But I haven't done this in quite a while. I should really be doing hw...lol so I'm just going to make this brief by making points lol

--->i think im in love w/ my radio... it never lets me down. If you're wondering what that is lol it's Beyonce radio...and I love that freakin song... along with her entire album

--->i hate AKRON...eww wtf was i thinking? im so peacin out of here quite soon lol

---> so ready for thanksgiving...i cnt wait to see my brudder n my mini me...oh and everyone else lol

--->i got a big ego... another beyonce song...but really i do!

---> i have to get the htc fuze #1 bcuz my fone is a piece of shit && #2 bcuz its the shit lol

--->i've always had a passion for fashion//flashin lol...aka i wanna go shopping NOW! but not in akron ewww so i shall wait

---> i definately miss the ATL and im moving bakk the second i graduate college...period! only 2.5 yrs left

---> im trying so hard to grind it out these last few weeks but my mind is in so many other places

---> God please grant me the serenity...

--->DAMNIT...i just realized i missed KEYSHIA COLE...AGAIN

---> im still trying to stop cussing lol

---> ok imma edit this blog....check my fb lmBo...and bakk to hw!