i gotta check into rehab

yes this song has been on repeat since yesterday and its not going off...so anyways after trying to track down the boy all day he finally picks up at 11pm...mind u i had been calling him since like 6pm....he had been ignoring said he didnt kno wat to say to me n shit...did i do something? naw ur good u didnt do anything...so why u ignorin me i dnt get it....u aint do nothin imma call u back though....then this morning i told him i was over it just to ease the tension i still hadnt told him wat happened i just didnt feel like bein depressed anymore n didnt want him to be either so i said you can get over it cuz i did...then after a few back n forths i get a txt that says "ur an asshole u dnt kno wat you want i dnt care no more" confused much??? im at my register at work n my hrat sank...n here come the fukking tears...lucky for me it was early n ppl were still at work so i just folded scarves n shit n tried to get myself together...basically i got the tables turned on me n evrything i said he said just to piss me off...im so sick of the back n forth n he just pissed me of again i cnt take it anymore...i feel like this is a game like seriously it happens to often for it to be anything legit like seriously i cnt do this anymore like how do i go from bein the one that got their feelings hurt to the one who ruined everything...he finds a way to make that happene every time i swear like i just dont get it...its like if i stay mad to long its gonna turn around n be my problem n its fukkin not at all im not feelin this shit really but watevs man i swear....ill be bakk later for something less dramatic

&& ill never give myself to another the way i did to ya

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im not feelin it

well i hope everyone had a wonderful christmas holiday ill do posts of my findings but rite now im blogging from the car on my way to church n im pissed...i got forced to go to church. not even forced but also conned and im fukkin pissed. y u ask??? well first off let me say im not an atheist or anything of that nature but i really hate being forced against my will to do stuff i really dnt agree with...i dnt agree with goin to this church bcuz the ppl here are so fake especially the pastor and hes speaking as a write this n i dnt wanna listen to any of the bs thats gonna come out of his mouth like for instance how u gone fukk wit half the women in the church n u gotta wife?? i understand that everyone is human and all but dnt preach gods word to me and you go against everything that ur sayin its bs n thats y wen i woke up i told my momma i didnt wanna go bcuz of that n she said ok but look where i am this is bs n im pissed n im here bcuz my gma manipulated my mom into comin so she in turn manipulated me. like im really pissed at my gma cuz she manipulates the hell outta ppl n shes just as fake too for even still attending this church and even wanting me to come than she smiles in my face cuz i told her i wasnt comin n now im here so i played her to the left...sorry gma i love you dearly but you got me hott fa real rite now so you could go head rite now. i jus cnt take the fakeness thats goin on in my face rite now like seriously im soooo mad rite now i have such an attitude n the nxt time my gma reaches over me to gossip wit my mom imma punch her!! lmao i wanna listent to my ipod rite now...no blasphamy or anything just a little I am...no sasha fierce though cuz she curses lol n OMFG im sitting here n my mothers husband the MOST unholy person I kno is in the choir wit the damn mike...talks so much shit(excuse my french lord) on the pastor, church, n most definately the choir n ur ass is up here singin away...i just cnt take it anymore i need to leave seriously...n the nxt time my gma looks at me bloggin this i mite have to pucnh her...lmao no but seriously let me revert my mind to something else besides this bogus church im gonna blogg about somethin else in a new post cuz i jus cnt take this n later...probly another day ill post pics or a vlog of my xmas ok im outta this crazy blogg...peace V

jingle bell rokk

sooo going to so many malls has brought to my attention that some stores are REALLY GROSS lmao there are just some stores i will NEVER IN LIFE shop at and some stores that i will always love forever and ever....sooo im gonna do a top ten of stores i hate && 10 i love! lmao cuz im bored and this is an important topic...to me at least

top ten most hated stores

o10...wetseal..evry bitch wears it...IM SOOO OVER IT! maybe ill go for a white tee or colored tee but thats it

o09...charlotte ruse (however u spell it) never realy like it anyway

o08...my lady boutique...ewwwhhhh

o07...rue 21...aint been in there in a minute...hate it!

o06...aeropostale OMG THIS STORE....i hate it lmao

o05...boscovs...glad they realized it DID NOT belong in Kaufmanns old spot

o04...579 the have plastc pumps...enuff said

o03...body central...also have plastic pumps...sick

o02&&o01 are interchangeable && equally gross RAINBOW && RAVE...never will i ever

top ten most loved stores

o10...macys...nordstrom...bloomingdales...neimans...saks...pretty much all the good department stores

o09...H&M...they have cute stuff u can throw together

o08...Bebe=LOVE

o07...arden B

o06...betsey johnson in ATL LOVES IT

o05...metro park...also in the A n LOVES IT

o04...up against the wall if i want a blac label n im in VA lo;

o03...forever 21 FAVEEEEEE

o02...juicy coture LOVEEEE 

o01...&& my number 1 favorite store is......GUESSSSSSS!!!! i have a guess shirt on rite now actually lol i loves that store!! && their sales lmao 

mini haul!

so heres the haul from yesterday && i finally found the rest of the stuff i bought on blakk friday lmao sooo its in picture form this time...on my bare matress bcuz i am washing my sheets && cleaning my room sooo yea thats my comfy but bare mattress...enjoyi wore this to bowling last nite...really cute from forever...like 15$

some accessores...my beret, bow pin && bow head band=LOVE...i still cnt find my bow ring though :-(

my liquid leggings that were quite a chore to find let me just say lol

 && finally i got this from guess...it was 70$...i paid 10$...enuff said

watch out for the bigg girls

soo yesterday ws a good day...work wasnt bad even though they tried to get me to work till 9 i threw the deuces at em but OMFG the boy came to visit me at work again n guess wat!!! he found me this time :-D it was soooo sweet it made my day n made me smile from ear to earrr lmao but seriously it was great then after that hit the mall n got a few things ill put em in another blogg and then went bowlin. it was me shimmy n twin. we had a fukkin ball for real hahahaha...like omg noone likes us n its so funny we got to many stares from the bigg girls wen we came in it was sooo funny for real like i dnt understand y bitches r mad sorry ur fat...sorry u dress wack as hell...sorry u wear fake louis fanny packs...sorry u wear the same scarf everytime i see you like...do i need to go on? any who it was fukkin funny as fukk last night and i loved it now im watching the steelers fukkin loose i hate ben n omg the titans jus stepped on the terrible towel :-O WTF MANNN!!! but i blame ben hes fukking garbage get him the fukk outta here please!!! anyway i guess ill do a mini haul in a little bit when i getthe energy lol

boy u make me feel so beautiful

soo all of my titles lately r lovey dovey n ish...soo wat say sumthin bout it hahaha but anywho!! im pretty fuxxing tired at this moment && for some reason the wind is blowing really loud but watevs...this is gonna be a random blogg cuz im sleepy mmk sooo yea

o01...work was to long but cool for the most part

o02...my love mite get me this guess coat for xmas :-D

o03...i got paid :-D

o04...i wanna go get those betsey earrings but maybe santa will get them for me lol

o05...i need my nails done

o06...i want so much ish for christmas lmao...im gonna get it all or there will be hell

o07...i saw this ring i wanted today...and these boots...and these coach sneakers...and some makeup...and these tights...lmao im insane but sooo serious

o08...i had mcdonalds today...yummmmmmmm

o09...im still hungry

o10...the best thing ever happened today...the boy came to visit me at work...butttt hes a goof n went to socks where i usually am but i was in jewelry n he didnt kno n he had togo bakk to work..soooo i didnt see him :-((( but it was sweet of him to try lol maybe he will try again  peaceV

baby you stole my cool

So I have been working quite a bit lately which explains my lack of blogging. Sorry loves but um yea work is pretty good despite the fact that tomorro i work from 6:45am- 3pm. its cool though i guess but other than that life is pretty great i mean me n perry are on great terms although i said i would not put him into this blogg he's been making me really happy lately lol sooo i must blogg about it even though he's a loser n laughs at me for blogging lol but watevs. wat else is new?? Played the fukk outta morgans fake ass...aint talked to this broad in a week n she fially decides to hit me up on tuesday i think it was....ummm no bitch than had the audacity to lie n be lke my life has been in shambles since u left...well u aint it me up so it must not have been like wtf I dnt really care cuz thats on her n when she told me to hit her up if i wanted to go out she got played soooo far to the left that she some how ended bakk up on the right lol naw but fa real I was dyin like wat i need to hit u up or to go out? you cnt drive...u dnt have a car to drive... u dnt supply me with money...and i have ther REAL friends soooo keep it movin hoe...in other news although this perry situation is makin me happy i still have some concerns about it...idk how to really feel about it all but that wi be discussed at a later date...i gotta get ready for work n stuff....soooo peace out V

Blakk Friday Haul

omg...its finally here...so enjoy. p.s. newness to the page! so like it...mk thanx!

iim PISSEd

ok so it is friggen 3:15am n um guess wat still  no video cuz umm blogger is bein a pu..y n not letting me upload...so guess wat i had to make a new youtube account n do it via that but guess wat else...youtube is acting like a friggen amish buggy goin 3 mph sooo if this doesn't work by the time i wake up...I'M JUST GONNA DO PIC'S WHICH WILL BE GAYYY BUT WATEVS.....im gonna go read bloggs for a little than go nite nite's soooo pray for a video blogg soon ugghhhh get it together blogger sheesh

where's your head at?

i have been sooo busy like let me tel you...i had an interview on tuesday at macys n got it :-). then on wednesday...yesterday...i had orientation BORING! and so ghetto...im not even gonna get on the ghetto girls that were there. after that i had MOES!! my mommy took me :-0 n i got the best burito ever...mmmmm. then after that I went to the studio w/ the boy. it was actually a really fun time with him and just bein in the studio. it was a really good time fa reals. and after that i drove to Columbus with my mommy for her job...3 hrs n u kno i fell asleep cuz i was exhausted from being up pretty much all nite n going to orientation at friggen 8am...then we had WHITE CASTLE!!! IT WAS SO GOOD!! i had great food yesterday. so anyways it has come to my attention that I am a makeup WHORE!!! found a few new lines//stores n im probly gonna go insane wen i get paid lmao...also i want these betsey earrings!! they're friggen HOTT!! but im broke lmao but hopefully i'll get them very soon umm im gonna make a video blogg in a little bit of my blakk friday haul sooo stay tuned for that it should be up in an hr or less...maybe lol i gotta go do my hair...im gonna put pics up if i do it rite hahaha but anywho im gonna go do my hair n this video blog! V deuces lol

im retarded && accidentally deleted this...but the bakk button works lol

I am trying so hard to do these theatre notebook entries but goddamnit I didn't do anything I was supposed to for this class this entire semester. I was supposed to go to a live theatre production and a musical, dance performance or an art exhibit...gues who didn't do that...JENSEN. so now I am sitting here googling && youtubing the hell out of everything in this world trying to find things that will at least get me a C on this B.S. but as you can see I am here blogging cuz it makes me happy. Today has been a realy long day and I am too ready to go home. Morgan is working my last nerve like we always joke around...but shes being spiteful today. not like shes hurting my feelings or anything but shes being annoying which is why she has been tuned out pretty much half the day or I just said something extremely bitch to her...either way shes pissing me off cuz it'slike shes pissed at me for something but idk what because she hasn't said anything to let me know...shes jus bein very rude. but i mean whatever I just say soomething to piss her off or ignore her lol thats what I do best. I mean seriously if you have a problem speak the fukk up don't just try to out bitch me cuz thats not gonna happen at all mmmk thanks. OOO wat was really funny was wen i asked her if i could have some of her apple juice and she said no...n i was like well u were eatin my ruffles so watever im gettin some n she goes" i'd like to see you try" and looks attara and says " she always tries to say o well I gave you this so i'm gonna have some of your stuff" in reference to me...first of all please try n stop me from getting anything cuz as she said this i got a cup and opened the fridge and got apple juice... but I mean don't try n get tough cuz it doesn't phase me...and another thing. I only asked cuz you were there cuz any other time I just get it...and as I'm typing this I think she might be mad about MY ruffles that Sydnie bought ME...cuz she got them off the top of the fridge & started eatin em n I was like get wat u want n im takin em...lmao that would be toooo funny if she was mad about that cuz guess wat they were fukking mine n it was like a o.99 bag. like i have no problem sharing them but don't try n take over my shit n she was all like well you aint buy em...well guess wat i asked sydnie to get em on her way over...AND she specifically said they were mine...but anyway this weird bitch is takin up to much of my blog...let me get bakk to my papers n ill probly blogg alittle bit later...V...thats my peace sign hahahahaha

been gone for a minute, now im bakk w/ the jump off

sooo yea its been about a week...THANKSGIVING WAS AMAZING!!! it took away quite a lot of my stress. i can actually sleep well now which is suprising considering the weeks before it. i had a great time with the fam and blakk friday was amazing!!!! i had fun with my mommy too lol. i chilled with quayla n kristina on saturday which was really fun and i hung out with shimmy again. we went to this house party than went dwn the strip...then to oakland it was a fun night for real. than sunday...bakk to akron ughhhh.but truthfully idk wat to write about minus the fact that all i do is hw n study n pull all nighters cuz i have so many finals to take b4 december 8th n guess wat ppl...its the gotdamn 3rd...so let me get my ass up off of here so i can be friggen productive lol

up up && away

SoOoOoOoO lol i have been home since monday and it is currently wednesday... i was in Pittsburgh but I am currently in woodbridge VA n lovin it. I'm in my aunts super huge bedroom with my little cuzin who is currently watching me type this lol this little boy is hilarious...but anyway yea me my g-ma n my poppop drove to VA from PA at ummm 8 am yea it was a pretty easy trip considering my g-ma drove first && got to breezewood(the half way 2 hr pt) in like 17 seconds seriously i laid dwn and was txtn for wat seemed like a half hour n i pop up like um marg( thats wat i call my grandma lol) how long till breezewood n she was like um where here Jen...well excusee me lol. so we were making good time until we got lost like around my aunts new house n while getting lost we saw a doggy that got hit by a car on the side of the road...it made me really sad...until i got to my aunts NEW house which made me even sadder cuz its like a friggen mini mansion its beautiful in here ooo n i love her puppy...his name is dark (Marcus named him of course lol) hes a boxer, dark that is lol. hes soplayful ncute i wuvvv him lol. umm me n my aunty lynn went to go get our nails done && i love them, i got gel instead of acrylic I LOVE  GEL lol its much better lol no more ghetto gross nails hahahah n of course w/ no acrylic means no ghetto designs either lol nothing wrong with it im just not feeling that ghetto ish anymore...maybe one day i'll get a diff color on each nail again but as of right now just one color...BARBIE PINK! its gorgeous...i friggen loves it!! so ummm yea im waiting on my other cousins to friggen get here...taken all damn day i been txtn brittini since we left hahaha me n her r rediculous like seriously had jokes the entire way while she was at work n i was in the bakk seat of the jeep lol. n we straight up are about to murder blakk friday like real rap its onnnn lmao im so excited like ughhh i missed my family n i just love stuff like this its gonna be soo great! lol im such a loser but watevs... some funny ish has happened recently..im gonna express thatin a different blog lol cuz this is about the holidays hahaha anyways im excited for blakk friday n im gonna continue to express that cuz well its me bri n britts favorite holiday...digg me lol so yea suck it up...i would put my list of stuff im buying on here but my blogg his been gettin hits left n rite lol idk whos lookin at it but i like to keep my fashions to myself...i hate lookin like the nxt bxtch...im sure ill post pics of some stuff after i buy it though lol anyway i think imma go play with dark or somethin cuz ummm hes my love lol...bet i go downstairs n his ass be sleep lmao...deuces!

you are my sister my strength && my pride

Clearly bloggin is my life tonight lol but um I feel like someone is deserving of having a blogg all to themselves && that someone is my shimmy shimmy cocoa puffs. It's crazy that i've known this hoe since we were like 6 && 7 and we never really fell off. like this is my girl for real. I love her to the death of me. Its crazy cuz we can go months witout talkin n pick right bakk up like nothin chnged. we both make dumb ass decisions especially wen it comes to dudes but we never judge eachother we just laff n say "bitch I DNT WANNA HEAR IT" hahah n then listen to every single last problem its so funny. Me n shimmy are a deadly combination...EVERYONE hates us! we LAFF at everything && EVERYONE...n we are IDIOTS lmao like its so funny all the time we have too many inside jokes (get off ya high ass horse nigga, well bakk at the ranch, the bb exploded in his eye, ya Fxckin ya mom nigga, && many more) it kills me we came to the conclusion tonight that there is no way possible we could ever stop bein friends lol we're so corny but its true idk wat i would do witout this broad hahaha even though we're both idiots we do give each other good advice. for instance it really helped out wen i discussed the goin bakk to cau thing w/ shimmy cuz although she feels like when i left b4 "EVERYBODY SUFFERED" lmao but she told me i need to stop livin for everyone else and just live for me stop stressing everything and do what makes me happy ya know. that made me feel better...I was listenin to "shoop by whitney houston" and theres a part in the song that says "but when you got friends to wish you well, you'll find a point when you will exhale" shamise is that friend to wish me well no matter what I do and i love her for that shes my exhale lol but fa real she gets me through a lot of shit wether she knows it or not she will have me dyin wit one word wen im cryin my eyes out...i have no clue wat i would do without her but i'm glad shes mine hahahaha its us our rings n our iPhones for life sis hahahah!! love ya hoe 

on that yup sxit!

so theres this new thing that me n my sis are on. it's called "that yup sxit" let me explain. ok so dudes are a holes to say the least n they try n act like they're to cool to show emotion n ish like that and there are times wen you txt call message im mail a letter send a smoke signal lmbo watever you do and all they do is respond with a "yup" wat the fxck is that how do you respond to me telling you all of my feelings ad simply reply with a yup??? r u fxcking serious man??? like im sick of that ish so me n shimmy decided to be on that same ish...wen dudes do finally come around n get off their high ass horse im gonna respond to you with my yups. like i try not to stoop to the level of these immature boys but damn they jus bring me to that level sometimes n it pisses me off stop bein such an idiot stop bein a boy! but its cool cuz you'll need me well b4 i need you im gonna continue to be on my yup sxit n my if i were a boy sxit imma turn my fone off ignore calls n txt play the hell outta u if i see u at the club or out anywhere at all...im tired of bein the one wit all the feelings that get pissed on....so the nxt time u feel like spillin out ur soul my reply will be YUP!

r there any hobbits left in america??

Random title, but I'm watching Will && Grace. Jack came in && that was the question he asked lmbo...I was weak. but any who I was bored n blogging makes me happy...like this---->>:-D So yea let me see my weekend was so unofficial...thats why i friggen hate Akron it's so damn lame. Wanna know wat I did??? I sat up until 5 am friday && saturday increasing the size of my itunes lmbo...with old r&&b music...It was actually pretty great bcuz now I have 1OOO songs on my itunes which was my goal. And I added so many great songz yayyy me! But yea weekend was fxcking LAME. Hmmm talked to Parrish on Friday...horrible...made my head hurt...&& again on saturday...even more head trauma like...i dnt even wanna talk about it fa real. I havent really brought him up in me bloggy but hes in my online journal somewhere floatin around the net. lol it's not that hes faded outta my life I jus kinda haven't wanted to talk about that part of my life to much lately...sooo maybe another day. well um i was about to discuss somethin but umm im on the fone wit shamise soo ill blogg in a little..mmk bye!

T.O.N.Y. dnt call no more

So yesterday, I finally got some freakin sleep. My sleeping patterns have been awful and pretty much non existent. I think I'm stressed the f*kk out...like I'm the last person to stress cuz it causes wrinkles...but maybe I just hide it or something. I couldn't quite put my finger on what I was stressed out about though. Like it could be plenty of things...i.e. school change, school work, Perry, family, frieds...no clue but I think I may have figured out. See I thought it was Perry at first but I'm pretty positive it's not. I let that roll of my bakk pretty smoothly actually. So I'm gonna blame it on school and my indecisiveness. I know for a fact that I am not coming bakk to akron nxt semester...I was gonna transfer to Pitt...heres the thing idk if I'll get in and honestly idk if i really want to. I was talkin to Tom && B 2 nights ago n i asked them both like would it be weird if i came bakk to CAU? They both said no but then preceded to ask me y the f*kk I left anyway...I told them bcuz of my dependence on my momma lol (which is like 70% true) they both than told me i need to grow the f*kk up and honestly I do need to. I need to be a lot less dependent on my mom and go to school without complaining about everything. The other 30% of why I left though is bcuz of money...like payin for skool n the suites wen I was at CAU...same thing goes for here at Akron like CAU was pretty much my dream skool but I left cuz I felt like my momma was strugglin to pay everything. I miss the hell out of it honestly I jus try not to say anything about it. I would love to go bakk but prolly wont be able to cuz I wont have anywhere to stay n stuff . I really dnt kno bout Pitt either though I'm tryna put off my transcripts...i requested them from Akron but i dnt feel like doin all the bs to get em from clark again n honestly I dnt want to lol. I just wish skool wast so freakin expensive its makin me feel like its gonna be so impossible for me to stay focused on it wen I worry bout all the other expenses. It's quite annoying I must say but watevs...I feel like thts wats stressin me out n keepin me awake all day n night. I need to make a decision on what Imma do wit my life though...I dnt wanna quit school at all I wanna finish on time or faster n then go to law school. But it gets harder n harder to stay focused and positive about everything. Another thing is pledging...I been thinkin bout that a lot lately...and it's definitely something that I wanna do! Gonna be damn near impossible at Pitt for reasons i wont express on here lol but its possible at CAU...anywho I needs to figure somethin out soon! But on a lighter note I'll be home monday! yayyyyyy!!! im sick of friggen akron lol. Welp I'm pretty much out of things to type at this point plus Liar Liar is on...n its gettin funny cuz he cnt lie now! and I should prolly clean my room..there are clothes everywhere(wat else is new?) it looks like my closet threw up hahahah niceeeee....anywho maybe I'll be bakk later to discuss something else...PEACE BETCHES!

Addict

it has recently come to my attention that I am addicted to something NEW...lol that is blogging...and reading other peoples blogs...I think I'm addicted to a lot of things actually...I recently finished my psychology paper on Internet Use and whether or not it is an addiction... according to my research(magic school bus lmbo) it is...NOT apparently it is only a Pathological dependence...sucks..cuz i definately feel like I am addicted to the friggen Internet...along with many other things. I'm going to list them...in no special order...just a list lol

o01. txtn

o02. txtn him...lol

o03. shOpping

o04. music

o05. rhianna's style

o06. que(mtb)

o07. Dawns linen jumpsuit

o08. nice swag(hate that word swag though)

o09. fitted hats that sit real low lmbo

o10. shOes...i want some louboutins

o11. makeup(eyeshadow)

o12. ugg's

o13. PiNK

o14. heels

o15. my legs

o16. this blogg

o17. extremely tight skinny jeans

o18. food lol

o19. atl( misses it)

o20. pearls

o21. really good friends!

o22. mOes!

o23. PiNK iPod

0.24 queezy F. babi n her wonderful role as my sis!

im sure i have more but i cant think of them at this moment lolz sooo yea imma go write this speech on some note cards since i finished it today...yayyy no slacking lol blahhh

Or will they turn their backs On yOu?

Well, it's pretty obvious that I did not continue doing school work as I was supposed to lol but um I was reading other peoples bloggs and they're pretty entertaining...so I am going to try nd make mine as entertaining as humanly possible. I'm pretty outspoken so if this is read by some one who in turn becomes offended...NOT MY PROBLEM...but anyway to go along with my title...I'm gonna discuss some friendships...but before that let me just add another disclaimer on here...anything written on here can be discussed in person if necessary lmbo! ok so i have been here at Akron for a little over 3 months and I'm ready to get the fxck up outta here...to say the least. Mainly bcuz this city is triflin...actualy the entire state of Ohio is but thats neither here nor there lol. I really don't like it up here and if that means another transfer so be it. ( i just noticed this thing has an auto save...its clouding my head cuz it moves when it does it but now that I know i should be ok lol) so yea Akron...ehhhh no thanks but the "friends" what about em I guess is all I can really say lol. I mean its wild like ok ppl I have known for like 6 years that i thought about trusting with my life have been pretty much cut out of my life forever. For instance Tara: we both have shared plenty of laughs, tears, fights etc... but she never seems to amaze me when it comes to "having my back" in certain situations. I mean i can stand on my own two feet all by my lonesome (trust i've been there b4) but shes proven herself to be fake (to say the least) on to many occasions. I have no beef, no hard feelings, no nothing...but i also have nothing to say to her. I can't be fake to her, just to "fit in" thats not me So i guess it is what it is...than there's Morgan: who I have known to be fake also...and assumed to be fake towards me behind my back but I guess I never really wanted it to be true. I tried tellin her about herself but that didn't work, I mean noone wants to hear that they're fake but its obvious that its true if you got mad about it. But I can tolerate her for the time being. Not even so much as I have to tolerate her, I guess thats just her so I can pretty much care les what she does I mean we're still cool so watevs. So lets take it to last semester when I lost 2 ppl that were very close to me...well at least thought I did. Ok clearly I'm talking about Sirean && Kristina aka Hutch && Wifey lmbo...We were besties sisters ya kno the whole 9...but then i decided to transfer to Akron...n it seemed like the isolated me bcuz of it...idk things just seemed so diff and the issue was never brought up cuz i didnt necessarily know how to approach it cuz I didn't know what the situation really was. But by like the 2nd week of summer I stopped talking to both of them...Rena went off to Basic Training n Tina was rite around the freakin corner...but one day this semester wifey hit me up n its been cool as hell ever since like we just kinda picked things bakk up n its cool cuz i miss her...hopefully things will be the same wit rena cuz thoes hoes...were well my hoes lol! Last but certainly not least are 3 people who have NEVER failed me as friends...Sydnie, Shamise, & Quayla...aka Sydie poo poo, Shimmy, n Pear lol These three loves have been there through thick && thin...along with Kristina n Sirena...but we never really had any serious bad encounters. And I love and appreciate them dearly for that. Its sad to think about the friends that have come and gone...and the friends that will come and go but its life i guess and its something that is going to happen. I'm ver content with the friends that i do have and i am very blessed to be able to separate between the friends && the foes

the beginning...

So... this is definitely not the first time I have had an online journal or blog... whatever you wanna call it. But I haven't done this in quite a while. I should really be doing hw...lol so I'm just going to make this brief by making points lol

--->i think im in love w/ my radio... it never lets me down. If you're wondering what that is lol it's Beyonce radio...and I love that freakin song... along with her entire album

--->i hate AKRON...eww wtf was i thinking? im so peacin out of here quite soon lol

---> so ready for thanksgiving...i cnt wait to see my brudder n my mini me...oh and everyone else lol

--->i got a big ego... another beyonce song...but really i do!

---> i have to get the htc fuze #1 bcuz my fone is a piece of shit && #2 bcuz its the shit lol

--->i've always had a passion for fashion//flashin lol...aka i wanna go shopping NOW! but not in akron ewww so i shall wait

---> i definately miss the ATL and im moving bakk the second i graduate college...period! only 2.5 yrs left

---> im trying so hard to grind it out these last few weeks but my mind is in so many other places

---> God please grant me the serenity...

--->DAMNIT...i just realized i missed KEYSHIA COLE...AGAIN

---> im still trying to stop cussing lol

---> ok imma edit this blog....check my fb lmBo...and bakk to hw!